bila aku nak menulis tentang...

[hmmm......luahan hati lagi dan lagi.....sambil mendengar satu bayan yang sahabat hantar...bayan masthurat..insya ALLAH jari jemari ini digerakkan dengan lancar menaip di leptop yg dianugerahkan pada hambaNya ini....]

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aku,

dijadikan dengan nikmat penuh

wajah sempurna walaupun tidak seindah bidadari

paling tidak,

aku punya otak yang berfungsi baik

kardiak yang rajin, walau terkadang ia laju berdegup

menghadapi kekuatan kuasa kuda yang melebihi kemampuan insan

renal ini juga bisa menapis seberapa banyak kuantiti liquid dengan setia

rajin dan istiqomah...

apa balasanku pada kerajinanmu?

susu...air masak...ya.....!

oh peparuku,

sungguh kau juga begitu bekerja keras dengan tugasmu

oxygen ke carbon dioxide?

kau juga yang bisa membezakan dua unsur ini tanpa paksaan

dan kerana itu aku cinta kamu!

gaster ku..aku tahu kadang2 aku perlu sombong padamu

kau perlu jua rehat dalam sehari dua?

ye....

ALLAH itu Maha Bijaksana!

dan itu adalah sunnah

dalam kau berehat aku jua terasa ringan..

huuuuu

ringan sungguh diri terasa

bagai terapung di awangan

mencari mardhotillah

tika kau rehat, aku jua begitu..

seperti dirimu

walaupun perlaksanaan kita agak berbeza

aku rehat dari kata2 berbisa

aku rehat daripada menyakat manusia

dan ini tarbiyyah!

ALLAHUAKBAR

liver yang bisa medetoksifikasikan ubat

sungguh aku kagum

walaupun sememangnya aku sangat benci pada kejadian ubat

namun, kau tetap jua membantu aku dalam mencerna ubatan yang ku telan

dengan keadaan emergency

atau keterpaksaan yang melampau!

kulitku yang...

ohh, aku tidak bisa membayangkan diri ini tanpamu!

kau melapisi diri ini dengan sebaiknya

kalaupun kau pernah terluka,

namun kau tetap jua membaik

dengan seizinNya!

ya,

dengan izinNya....

dan segala nikmatMu

yang Kau pinjamkan kepadaku

tympanic membrabe, ovaries, uterus, these femurs, these carpals and tarsals, the skull, these hairs, both eyes ears and a nose....also a mouth...gingivae....bones....

and there are much more!

dan sebisanya aku ingin menjaganya sebaik2 aku

ohhh....

sistem tubuh yang sempurna

cuma tinggal aku ingin menjaga

atau membiar?

ahhh!

mana bisa dibiar tandus bekerja tanpa iman...

maka ya organ dan sistem tubuhku sekalian!

kamu semua ini kurnia,

dan semoga kau rela bersamaku

menempuh liku2 kehidupan dalam medan

medan mencari kebaikan

dan keredhoan ALLAH...

mana pergi rasa kesyukuran?

bayangkan saja aku tidak punya kamu..

ohhh

tidak!

terima kasih ALLAH...

kerana KAU begitu PEMURAH dan PENYAYANG padaku...

subhanallah walhamdulillah~

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zamilooni (envelope me...)

He stepped inside his home, was overwhelmed with fear

An angel came with words from God, things were still unclear

Saying read - read, but He could not read, amazing words that He heard

A trembling deep inside His heart, confused by what had occurred

There was only one who could comfort Him

To help Him see the light

To ease His fears, to reassure

Was Khadijah, His wife…

Chorus

He said Zamilooni, Zamilooni, Dathirooni, Dathirooni, (Envelop me, Embrace me)

A mighty task has come before me…

I need you here with me…

By my side…By my side....By my side

She was a woman of nobility, successful in all Her trade

Many wealthy men had asked for Her, She turned them all away

But when She saw Muhammad, a shining moon, may peace be on His soul

He was a light for Her – so right for Her – Her life will now be whole

But She had never seen Him so distressed, as He was there that day

But She would comfort Him, and hold Him tight, and chase His doubts away

Chorus

Bridge…

We look for stories of love, in places dark and cold

When we have a guiding light, for the whole world to behold

But we're so selfish in our ways, to the ones we hold so close

Our own pleasure and happiness is what we value most

But She sacrificed all Her wealth and everything She had

And He honored Her, and gave Her faith,

when the times were bad, the times were bad...

Now years have passed, times have changed, since Khadijah breathed Her last.

And the Message of the one true God, was spreading far and vast

But then He came across some jewellery, that Khajidah had once worn

His eyes began to swell with tears, His heart began to mourn

Cause She was there for Him, when times were rough, and His enemies were cruel

She was the first believer, so keen and eager, to comfort Ar-Rasool

Chorus

Mawlaya salli wa sallim da’iman abada

'Ala habibika khayril khalqi kullihimi...(X4)

(O my Leader, send your salutations and blessings forever

Upon Your Beloved, the best of the whole of creation)

Rasullullah,Habiballlah,Shafiallah,Nabiallah

Chorus